Wednesday, October 15, 2008
A Secret / Ein Geheimnis
yes, yes I am gonna tell you a secret. Oh no, I am starting to feel jittery at the thought of it....
I am...going to Berlin tomorrow. Ok no big deal, I have already put up the itinerary on my blog some days ago.
But the thing is (gosh, now I have butterflies in my stomach), I am going there ALONE.
I was struggling for so long whether I should still go ahead with the plan even though I couldn't find anyone else who is free and interested to join me. In the end, I just did it! I booked the flight and hostel at one go and made no U-turn for myself.
Shit, what am I going to do once I reach there???? I think I will just get myself lost somewhere and then squat in the midst of the crowd and start crying!!!
oh my, what am I doing?! That adds to one of the another craziest things that I would have ever done during my exchange here in europe. (I am not telling you more :P) My friends said I am very brave, seriously I am faltering inside, whatever you see is just a facade.
Alright, I shall stop my drama. I wouldn't die spending one and a half day alone with my broken german and half-seasoned backpacking experience. In fact, sometimes I really wish and want to travel alone so that I am really forced to interact with the locals. I would have people to talk to when they join me from other parts of Germany during the weekend.
But don't tell my parents that okay! She knows I am flying alone but doesn't know I would be alone for one and a half day. Shhhhh.... Thats our secret now.
p.s. In case I don't make it back, haha, you know I love you, my dear readers. :P
yes, yes I am gonna tell you a secret. Oh no, I am starting to feel jittery at the thought of it....
I am...going to Berlin tomorrow. Ok no big deal, I have already put up the itinerary on my blog some days ago.
But the thing is (gosh, now I have butterflies in my stomach), I am going there ALONE.
I was struggling for so long whether I should still go ahead with the plan even though I couldn't find anyone else who is free and interested to join me. In the end, I just did it! I booked the flight and hostel at one go and made no U-turn for myself.
Shit, what am I going to do once I reach there???? I think I will just get myself lost somewhere and then squat in the midst of the crowd and start crying!!!
oh my, what am I doing?! That adds to one of the another craziest things that I would have ever done during my exchange here in europe. (I am not telling you more :P) My friends said I am very brave, seriously I am faltering inside, whatever you see is just a facade.
Alright, I shall stop my drama. I wouldn't die spending one and a half day alone with my broken german and half-seasoned backpacking experience. In fact, sometimes I really wish and want to travel alone so that I am really forced to interact with the locals. I would have people to talk to when they join me from other parts of Germany during the weekend.
But don't tell my parents that okay! She knows I am flying alone but doesn't know I would be alone for one and a half day. Shhhhh.... Thats our secret now.
p.s. In case I don't make it back, haha, you know I love you, my dear readers. :P